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Dec. 10th, 2004 | 06:59 pm
music: Crying Game


Who is your lj soul mate?
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Your SoulMate spiderfoil
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That is insane..

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Things are chaning so fast.

Sep. 23rd, 2004 | 09:19 am
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Johnny and Mary-Placebo

For the sake of this old Journal, I'll post in here.

It's Autumn and this has made me the happiest person.
I absolutely love Autumn and the cold that bites you when you get up in
the morning. It's amazingly beautiful.

It makes me want to smoke again though.
I quit smoking and this is my fourth day so yay.

My life is changing a lot. I've been in many fights with a few people, some who I hold dear to my heart and some who can go to hell for all I care. I've been threatened, and I've been flattered. I've been accused of cheating emotionally and been apologized to more times than I can think of. I've had various thoughts of doubt, and feelings of regret. I've also had crazy, euphoric moments and thoughts as well. I've decided on doing things that would break a lot of things I have right now but never played those decisions out. I've changed my mind thousands of times. I've been stressed way too much, in fact, I'm still stressed. I've recessed and thought of the past with it's good and bad times. I've wished and hoped for things, some actually coming true. I've lost all self-esteem I ever scraped together.

I'm happy though. I'm happy with how almost everything is.
I'm glad I still have my long time friends. I love them-Emma, Evelyn, and even Joe, though we've been having this weird problem with calling eachother, (So says D-nutz.)Last but not least, I'm still very grateful that I have my best friend, my brother, my love, and my girl friend -My boyfriend. (Those of you who know me know all of this, and those of you who don't probably think I'm weird calling my boyfriend my girl friend and brother...but that's what he is...) I love all of them, and I'll always be here for them forever, whether it's for comfort, or talking, or bitching, I'm here.

Lastly, I hope I win my SWEET GNR Hoody on EBAY.
Thumbs up to draining my bank account!

That's it.

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Cookin' Cookin'

Sep. 15th, 2002 | 11:10 am

Yeah, I'm going to make a bunch of goodies today, and hopefully people will eat them...::Nudge nudge, wink wink::...And yeah...
I'm going to stop updating this journal because really...this thing is useless.
Bye.

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Sep. 12th, 2002 | 10:38 pm
mood: awakeawake
music: Anemic Knife Party--Deftones---

Wow...Today was...weird...My mom kicked Emma out. I got a rose...and it rained. Wow...I don't know what else to say...

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"Go Get Your Knife!"

Sep. 12th, 2002 | 05:58 pm
mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
music: Anemic Knife Party--Deftones---

Yeah...stuff...
I need to stop caring..and just be myself now a days...I didn't used to be this way you know?...I didn't...I won't be anymore..From now on, Shannon will be who she is. But man, I don't know what's been with me these few weeks..I've been a walking zombie...So drained, and I'm not tired or anything..It just takes soooo much energy to do little things like smile, or laugh. Maybe its this thing with me being with negative people and these negative people feeding off my positive energy..well that's what my mom said..I don't know. Eh...I'll be better soon...I have to be. Besides that...I haven't been wanting to type in this thing because I don't want to have to deal with the shit that I get for every thing I say.

But fuck them.

I'm going to get some applications again today...Woo for me. n.n
Jobby...I need a jobby...BAD.
TOMORROWS KAOTIC STATE!!!!!! YEAH!!!
I have to call a bunch of people..well not a bunch but enough, just to see what's going down, dealing with rides and stuff..All righty...I should stop typing...and glare at my mom's asshole boyfriend.

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"You know it's all right"...

Sep. 10th, 2002 | 06:11 pm
mood: Almost but not quite dead.
music: Dancing Days--Led Zepplin---

Man, I'm so drained right now. It takes all my energy just to keep my eyes open. I'm going to bed.

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Sep. 9th, 2002 | 08:34 pm

........::Smile::.............

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Sep. 7th, 2002 | 04:45 pm
mood: amusedamused
music: Sleepless---Cradle-----



I love myself
I want you to love me
When I'm feelin' down
I want you above me
I search myself
I want you to find me
I forget myself
I want you to remind me


I don't want anybody else
When I think about you
I touch myself
I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

You're the one who makes me happy honey
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine

I close my eyes
And see you before me
Think I would die
If you were to ignore me
A fool could see
Just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees
I'd do anything for you



I love myself
I want you to love me
When I'm feelin' down
I want you above me
I search myself
I want you to find me
I forget myself
I want you to remind me



I want you
I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you
I touch myself
Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah

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That fatal kiss is all we need...vato. Teehee...

Sep. 7th, 2002 | 04:39 pm
mood: restlessrestless
music: View to a Kill--Duran Duran---

Shannon has nothing better to do then type in this. Hah.
Ahhhh...I need to get out more... A LOT more. Oy.

....E muja oui Sn. D!!! ....
Heehee...

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Hair a mesh...

Sep. 7th, 2002 | 12:52 am
mood: tiredtired
music: Color Me Blood Red--Malice Mizer---

Im sitting here..half awake..staring at my hair..that's really ...tangled. Gah. I want to wake up emma and have her brush it. I hate brushing this...this..hair.
But hey...besides the day being REALLY fucked, the evening was nice.
That's all right now..Too tired to think straight.

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